Posted by
Freemanredneck on Tuesday, March 24, 2009 12:00:00 AM
How much more do veteran’s and future veteran’s have to shed blood, sweat and tears for the this country where people are free on the backs of individuals who have served and protected this nation for many generations, only to be humiliated?
During the Vietnam War, many were exposed to Agent Orange, developed Posttraumatic Stress and spent years afterward fighting for help as many brother vets committed suicide out of depression and desperation, many died of cancers, leaving wives and children penniless. I survived cancer, still have the PTSD, live in the country away from everyone except cows. In the mid-eighties Department of Veterans’ Affairs started service connecting for PTSD, but did not start service connecting Vietnam Veterans for Agent Orange until the early nineties.
I will disclose that during my youth I was a bit of a rascal on pro-veteran issues, which included POW’s Agent Orange Compensation, better medical and compensation for children of Vietnam Veterans exposed to Agent Orange. I worked hard along with Admiral Zumwalt who was not only my commander, but also a good friend, and a true warrior and I think of him always telling my children about a wonderful leader. What I did back in those days is another story and will take short stories to complete, but now I must address again the atrocities going on, we veterans are facing.
I thought that in 1991 when the Clinton’s wanted to reduce or eliminate the prosthetics budget, for Hillary’s breast cancer research, a noble cause, as an amputee that was as low as one could get trying to squeeze service connected vets out of benefits that were promised and lost limbs in military service. In desperation, I took one of my old prosthetic legs, had 28 disabled veterans from WWII, Korea and Vietnam sign it and sent it with a note to President Clinton, which read: “Here Mr. President, you need this prosthetic more than I do, because sir, you do not have a leg to stand on”. Now I am not sure the President saw the leg, it was returned to me, but I do know the outcry of the people stopped that action, and tears of pride ran down my cheeks.
This week, I again heard of a proposed attack on the veterans of this country where President Obama wanted the service connected soldiers, sailors, marines and airmen if they had private insurance, VA would bill the insurance carrier, relieving the VA of responsibility and saving the government 530 million per year. Mr. President we are not high paid CEO’s of banks, most of us are dirt poor, and no one will insure us because of our injuries and diseases. Why is it we fight for a nation, and then have to come home and fight congress, both political parties and the presidency for our benefits? Mr. President you want to save 530 million dollars out of a 5 billion dollar expense on veterans, and yet, the retired federal workers budget is close to 59 billion. At night Mr. President, just like many of my brothers and sister vets, I sit beside my bed and I start to disassemble my metal and plastic body parts so I can sleep, God help me if a fire breaks out and I have to get out in a hurry. I wear several prosthetics and pronged to sores from break-downs, my joints hurt because my gait is out of line, and I am arthritic in every joint. I fall many times through-out the year but I do not complain, except when you try and take away what we were promised.
Mr. President, I had cancer from Agent Orange, by the grace of God I survived, and never in my family history had cancer. My daughter came down with non-Hodgkin, she was very beautiful, like your little ones Mr. President and two years later she passed away. The day of her funeral sir, my mother went to lie down and died, but you did not hear me complain, even though my heart felt that it had been ripped from my chest, but I knew that one day I would see them both again.
Mr. President we now have another crisis, where good honest and decent veterans who served this country 3,260 in Miami and another 6,378 in Tennessee have possibly been exposed to infectious body fluids contaminated with HIV.
I feel that I have returned mentally to the early 1970’s where I was spit on more than once, had people throw bottles at me before there was plastic, and called us baby killers. There was no respect for those of us who served from the American people, and now Mr. President, there seems to be no respect for us who have served through incompetent medical care, claims are not being processed.
Veteran’s are of all colors, faiths and from all walks of life. Some of us are without limbs or eyes or other body parts. Some still have not found their way homes mentally and some are fully intact. We all still belong to a brotherhood, and we are proud. This country made a promise to us, we are not a group represented by unions, nor are we political as that right was signed away before I became a veteran.
As veterans’ we ask you and the American people to keep your word, be our support group as we return from those front lines. This is not a democrat issue or a republican issue it’s an American issue where all should remember that freedom is not free, it come from the sacrifices made by those who paid the ultimate, and returning warriors.
Both democrat and republicans should co-sponsor bills that allow for constant finance for all veterans and should be hands-off, like politicians stay away from social security. It is time that those who did not serve speak up, speak loud and stand by those who served this great country. There are certain times that people in this country put aside partisan politics and stand together for what is descent and right, and I hope taking care of America's veterans is one of them.
Below is a poem I wrote for all who have served I hope the American public will think about its meaning.
I Am the American Soldier
Each day I arise tried, tested and true,
Starting each day saluting the Red, White and Blue,
To defend this country daily with my life,
leaving behind my children, parents, girl friend or a wife.
I am the American Soldier
I will defend the Constitution I love best,
with sailors, marines and airmen we never rest,
to defend this nation with our hearts and soul,
remembering those who came before us who have now grown old.
I am the American Soldier
I am the American Soldier who stands to defend
this great country of ours to the very end.
Freedom and democracy is our battle cry,
knowing that many of those who fight, will most likely die,
I am the American Soldier.
Freedoms you people enjoy do not come free,
it is preserved by soldiers who served, or serving like me,
we live in fox holes, jungles, sand, and in a mud pit,
but our dedication is indestructible and we will never quit,
I am the American Soldier.
I engage in battle with the enemy day by day,
so the people back home can live the American way,
severed body parts of my brothers I am forced to see,
so you back home can have freedom and democracy,
I am the American Soldier.
I am old now from many battles of the past,
my limbs are missing and I may not last,
but with pride I served with proficiency,
so others may live and continue to be free,
I will always be the American Soldier.
Taps is played over my head,
in the ground they lay me and I am now dead,
but sacrifices I made were worth it to me,
so my family and our nation could enjoy freedom and democracy
Remember me always as the American Soldier.